The waves washed close to my feet. "I will not doubt", I told myself. "I believe". I moved a little and the waves deposited a lump in my throat that i found hard to swallow. The same scripture that has spurred my 'suicide' attempt for the past three years came back to me, "if you have faith, as little as a mustard seed, you will speak to this mountain, be removed hence to yonder place, and nothing shall be impossible unto you". This was my third attempt. The first time I almost drowned, The second i was hospitalized but i still hadn't learnt my lesson. I was twenty two, in my second year in COVENANT UNIVERSITY, and i was the son of the CEO of a respectable bank and a lawyer. Dad and mom respectively. They loved me a whole lot, and i was studying music in school. Yeah i get it, picture perfect! I agree totally. Life was beautiful. So, why was i trying to kill myself?! Excellent question, i wasn't. I loved life, nature and all that. I was trying to prove a point! (till another time........)
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DeleteThe waves washed close to my feet. "I will not doubt", I told myself. "I believe". I moved a little and the waves deposited a lump in my throat that i found hard to swallow. The same scripture that has spurred my 'suicide' attempt for the past three years came back to me, "if you have faith, as little as a mustard seed, you will speak to this mountain, be removed hence to yonder place, and nothing shall be impossible unto you". This was my third attempt. The first time I almost drowned, The second i was hospitalized but i still hadn't learnt my lesson. I was twenty two, in my second year in COVENANT UNIVERSITY, and i was the son of the CEO of a respectable bank and a lawyer. Dad and mom respectively. They loved me a whole lot, and i was studying music in school. Yeah i get it, picture perfect! I agree totally. Life was beautiful. So, why was i trying to kill myself?! Excellent question, i wasn't. I loved life, nature and all that. I was trying to prove a point! (till another time........)
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